Happy Holiday :3

HELLO :D (yeah JoKwon from 2AM, he's cute aye?)

yeah~ I'm back ♥
I just finished my last paper today ^^

Anyway, Happy Holiday to all my course mate~♥

For your information, I will change my blog address as soon as possible.
I will send my link to you via email :D
And about my second blog, I will re-open my blog, but to make photo album for my dear friends whom doesn't have Facebook ♥ (well I like Facebook because easy to upload ngehehe~)

by the way, I found something really kawaii~ about this kitteh (cilok from icanhascheezburger)
enjoy~ e-open my blog, but to make photo album for my dear friends whom doesn't have Facebook ♥

cute~ ♥

but I think this one is very funny xD

only if my cat can talk like that XD

14/9/09

I'M BACK ♥♥♥

I missed my blog so much ♥ I'm so sorry for not keep update my blog so much ♥
Man, I can't believe I still study at TARC for 3 months and I got lot friends ♥
I will sit last papers this week :3 and then I'm free ♥♥♥
I will taking break for 2 week :D

Anyway, I still have trouble with my housemate again. Damn fishy.
They keep bullying me and they still bringing guys to dorm again.
And also I really dislike Danish House's staff :/
Last time I asked them to help me to take off curtain to send to laundry before semester break start.
Guess what? They told me, "I'm sorry but we don't have staff. You may ask anyone around here to help you" and I was like.. WTF?. And they said again, "You can ask your housemate to help you or you can use ladder and blabla.."
I was... shocked to hearing what they said to me, and I just say "Thanks" and left office.
Inside my heart, I feel so angry and they just ask me like that?
HELLO!
Seriously, what the hell you're thinking? I'm live at 3rd floor and you want I do it by myself?
Hell, 3rd floor is pretty high and if I do, I might fall from window and died or broken my leg there.
Fish! I paid for rent because my dorms is near to campus but you just sit there and doing nothing! You never cared about student's safety and all you think is money!

grrr..
by the way, I'm thinking to move out from here to other hostel, Westlake. Actually Danish house has 2 types, one for KTAR, and one for UTAR (westlake).
click here : westlake
Personally, my dad want I change room at Westlake because it have bedroom attached with bathroom, so which mean I don't need to share my bathroom with everyone.
But the problem is my current hostel is near to campus, meanwhile Westlake is pretty far and expensive rental room. Only one transport I have is bicycle. I'm pretty worried, Kampar always raining all day, no matter day or night (which mean is troublesome..)

enough rant. I should log out today and I need to study for my last paper :/
see ya ♥

p/s : I will change my blog address, so those people whom following me, please email to me or just post your comment here or I can post my link at gforum :)

College life + rant

My life somehow feel so boring.
I never got any friends here. Mingle with your course mate is not easy yah ):
Every time I mingle with them, they would feel so annoyed by me because I like to talking about normal stuff (why not, I would they know about me. It's wrong for me to do that?)
Even sending sms to asking some question for work, they would reply me in mad tone message to show they feel annoyed by me.

Ugh. I hate this part. Especially assignment that required with group work.
I don't mind to do group discussion or group work, but if they feel I did nothing for this group, they would left me out of their group. My course mate told me that I should join other course mate and mingle with them for assignment instead joining his group.

I rather to do assignment by myself, no matter required group work or not. Sadly, I cannot do these because the course I took actually required group work.

I wish I could have real friends here but it seems nobody want to be friends with me.
I don't want to disturb their work/asking/talking, I don't want they being annoyed by me.
I'm not sure if I can do this until I graduated next future.

My self-esteem getting lower and I don't feel like confident about my ability to study here.
I'm getting more tired and depressed but I act as nothing happened. I just pretend myself as happy-going and cheerful person.
I feel like want to cry but I just keep it inside my heart. Who would to see or heard or know this girl crying about?

Even I cannot tell my dilemma to my mum or my best-friends.
I just need to be stronger person, I don't want people I know that there's something wrong with me and give me sympathy to me as they care about me.
If you really care about me, what are you gonna do?
Give sympathy to me and then you tell this stuff as rumor to other.
If you think doing these for fun, you are doing wrong.
I wouldn't call you as my friends, then you're backstabber.

When I'm happier person, they come to me,
When I sad, they left alone in darkness and find other.

What kind friends would to do this on me?

If you really friend to me, leave your comment here.
If you're stalker (follower) give me your opinion.

If no one did not post comment here, then I would like to shut down my blog.
I don't think that you like read my blog and just post your opinion here.

see you later.

- end rant -

college life part 1

duh. I cannot wait for mid-sem break ):
Got lot assignment to do, presentation, oral test, Japanese and Economy mid-term exam..

Anyway, nothing much happened today.
So far, I managed hunting my course mate at Facebook and Friendster >:3
And I also made few friends from Tarcian~ hehehe
I thought they don't know who I am and how I look in IRL..but I'm pretty surprised that they can recognize me very well ==;; oh damn.

One of my senior.. I don't recall what his name..
Dannis or Dannish?, he is from DHT (Hotel & Management) student.
I always see him everytime I go to college or lunch break at Ghany.
But he's nice guy P:

Is wondering if he does have facebook. Anyone know him please let me know heh! ^^
Well, time to continue study Japanese. I know it's pretty late night to study and I should go to sleep this time. Wish my mum here and nag me to go to sleep early LOL

random post part 3

gosh, I just found my classes cancelled today ):
anyway, thanks to classmate for giving information to me :)
I have lot things to do, urgh presentation is tomorrow.
Need practice again ._.

And I will sit exam this week for Friday and Saturday.
what a suck D:
I don't think so if I could back home at Saturday. Need someone to pick me up :<
well, I regret for not taking driving class T_T
If I did, I don't need to ask mum to pick me after college.

see ya later. need practice moar D:

housemate part 2

what a lousy housemate.
I don't mind if they going bring along guy into our dorms, just for studying group.
And one more things I really hate about is..
They always making noise at late night, laughing hard and screaming or whatever they do,
and I cannot to concentrate my study and assignment at all!

*sigh*

what the frig D:

anyway.. I bought bicycle yesterday :3
will be upload later maa..
My bicycle cost almost 300 bucks, which mean.. that is enough to spend that money to buy new shoes and handbag P:
I'm happy so muchh, because I always wanted to use bicycle to save my time during walking.
I don't use bicycle so much, just in caselah if my class pretty far away from home or behind the campus (near to east gates to UTAR Kampar)

Personally I think New Town Kampar seems lifeless at day.. because there isn't lot new shop around here. I really wish there's Guardian or Watson store here :/
if not, I have to go to Tesco tapi jauhlah.. I need someone to accompany me D:
plus, only 2 mamak stall I always visit is Ghany and Al-Bidayah Corner which near to my hostel.

I really missed some food from my hometown T_T