hellish

sorry for not updating for while. I can't online due our line phone got stolen by same thief again ._.
dude, when he going stop? I wonder why police haven't take any action about this yet.
pftt they're supposed be to patrolling around here, instead nothing :|

never mind, kinda tired today, tomorrow we have to go to Kerteh again :|
to visit my brother again duh.
anyway he smsed me that he wanted to borrow my old N3230 to him because his phone SE now can't be used right away.
guess it had been used for long time ago before Az bought Blackberries for his work :|
oh well never mind, I have to give to him because my mom told me to do so.

back to last sunday, we went to Seremban for Kak Nora's wedding.
Nothing said, expect her makeup..
her makeup seems too much overdo, especially eyeshadow.
I think her eyeshadow doesn't match with her wedding dress.. it's BLUEEEEEE
eehhhh I guess she hired wrong person to this.
oh well, let it be, it's seems too late to fix them again.
but I kinda happy with her wedding :)
hope her wedding last forever like other couples.

at same time, we met Abang Amir and Abang Zuddin, my cousin :)
man, they're more like modern and handsome xD
Abang Amir's hairstyle kinda remind of Sam Winchester from Supernatural lol xD
and at same time, he already berpunya.
er I mean he already have girlfriends ^^
I think his girlfriend are too pretty than mine, no wonder his mother like her so much.
We haven't meet them around 10 years, seems too long.

Azim still same, and Cik Noni also there :D
too bad, only Ayie was there.
Pak Anjang still same. he never changed a lot ^^; especially when I met him, he would tap on my shoulder -_-" duh
Met Najwa there :) and we haven't see each other for long time xD;
right now she is studying at matrix Kuala Pilah.

there is more to write but it's seems time don't allow me to do so, have to pack all stuff for tomorrow :)
see ya later

p/s: I hope those bastard never come back again and trying to steal our line phone -_-

holiday ;)

finally I finished last paper today <3
damn I hate to write an super long essay -_-;
it's 600 - 700 words!
srsly, I don't have any idea to write them :/
I managed write them half 2 pages.
hell.

FTW.

I hope that I will get medium marks lol.
hopefully ._.

I just bought Maybelline 2 way Foundation <3
thanks dad for bought for me :)
I bought them because I need to wear them next Sunday, to attend Kak Nora's wedding at Seremban :)
too bad, I dislike to wear full makeup, I prefer to wear foundation and lip balm only xD
I don't want to look too attractive but I prefer simple one as long as it's not against with Islam.
don't ask me why :>
It's might be expensive but I quite like it. the reason? It is oil free and it's doesn't have any allergy that make my skin gatal-gatal :)
I thought buy foundation from Body Shop but it's quite expensive and it can be buy at Ipoh only ._.
luckily, my town have Guardian :3 they just opened last week.
nice place, it's near with my old primary school <3
too bad, they should make store at upstairs :/
because it's too small >_<

oh yeah I getting addicated with The Tings Tings <3
man, I love that vocalist, Kate White.
She's look beautiful, dunno why, somehow she have unique beauty.



damn, I WANT HER CLOTHES :DDDDDDD

last paper

yeah finalllllly, I finished History paper 2 <3
cannot wait to finish last one - Bahasa Melayu paper 2.
must practice to get more than 300 words @_@

crap. tomorrow my mum have to go to Ipoh because her car need to service -_-
the reason? I can't open those door because it's always stuck -_-
plus my mum's car is Honda Civic CV-R lol

oh well, I hope I can buy foundation because next Sunday, we'll be attending to my cousin, Kak Nora's wedding at Seremban :)
Wehee, I can't wait to see her next husband because I never meet him before,
because I had to stay home and that time I had examination -_-

sorry to everyone there, I had to make this blog to private because I got comment from unknown person, so, time is out :)
I dislike if people come here and just comment here without introducing themself.
I will treat you nicely if you MUST introduce yourself,
because I won't tolerance with stranger D:

oh yeah I found something really make me overdosed <3
CHUCK!
YES IT'S CHUCK
<3

I like his name, Chuck, somehow it sound really like cute haahahahah xD
I like Chuck from TV series, because he does really like nerd XD
kinda remind of Densha Otoko version Western xD
and I like Casey, mr.hulk <3
he sound kinda serious lol.

random day 2

......................

somehow I feel lazy, to do something -_-
I cannot wait to finish my last exam duh

now, my brother asked me to give my old handphone to him,
and I don't know to decide that should I give this to him or just keep it?
I want exchange my old with his handphone that he currently used >;3
because his handphone have LED light and mine doesn't have one :< another picture that I found xD

and another picture XD



more cat pictures



kinda similar with jamie hyneman from MythBuster XD
I can't wait to next episode <3

p/s : I'm planning to make this one private, only one person I know can read this one :)
so if you're one of my reader, or just want to visit here, please leave your comment at my shoutbox here <3
remember, you have 24 hours,
and don't forget introduce yourself uh?
be nice and you'll be treat nicely,
if not, I have to delete your name from my list :)
thanks for reading.

random day

kinda bored right now -.-
I supposed to study but somehow I'm lazy
heh STPM is coming this years ._.

yesterday I just texted Isa whom he is my junior from my school ;)
just chat with him about his new place (hell yeah he is moved out with his father without telling me duh, managed ask Sabrina lol)
oh well, surprisingly he also live at same place where my cousin live :)
can't wait to meet him haha

I'm feel sorry that I couldn't invite him to come to my house for kenduri,
plus at that time I didn't know he was moved out!
It's my faults, perhaps XD
I guess probably I kinda busy with myself nowadays since my class have assignment to do,
heelll yeahhh, guess, there is newcomer, Low Form 6 :)
many face I don't know but there is some I really know from my ex-school X)

I can't wait for holiday damn :D
gonna call my friends to hang out together :)

I found DIY fisheyes at Youtube :)
it's amazing, plus it's cheap and I don't need to pay for expensive one <3 size="2">

baby imran :) he is growing up too fast <3>

my old camera, can be used but don't have any film. probably it's not available right now ;_;

baby :) juling' kitten.

hazy's son :) but forget what his name -_-



went to ceramah yesterday :) just talking about youth today :/



my random sketch xD fatty cat lol

crap. sorry my drawing is ain't pretty, and I drew them for Teacher's Day :)

can't wait :)

i can't wait to get finish next paper, History paper 2 and Bahasa Melayu paper 2 :)
I just finished Pengajian Perniagaan paper 2 <3
as usual, everyone does cheat in exam
well..

freaking srly, those papers kinda hard ;_;
my fatigue really really KILL me.
and I hardly focus on my studying, heck my school make keep me busy -_-

tomorrow will be Teacher's Day, should I go or not?
I afraid my class won't be come tomorrow otherwise I had to help teacher -_-
i wanted to record their performance but sadly, they don't want.
heck, malu-malu kuching lak *quote from atin aka deadbird lol*

anyway I gonna have hair cut tomorrow with my mum :)
and then went to somewhere to buy something for her.

I supposed to draw during holiday, but I have change all my plan :(
which mean I have to go out at holiday because :-

1. my cousin is going married next Sunday at Seremban.
2. visit my brother at Kerteh (IDON'TWANTGOTHERE!)
3. visit baby Imran.

damn damn, anytime holiday start, everyone always ruin my day ._.
I just want rest at home, and I don't want to go out somewhere which it's really far awayyy

:/

shessh

New Things ★

yes finally I get Nokia Xpress 5130 <3
thank you dad, for bought for me ;3
he bought it from Maybank that they offer for user <3
guess it's gift for my birthday.
too bad he won't let me to use my account XD; I use Hong Leong Banks u_u"

my old handphone, Nokia 3230 is offically half dead ;(
dunno why, somehow my handphone always dead although it's full charge..
did send it to shop to repair them because mine is AP set, not original xD;
oh well... it's fate to him die eh?
just kidding ;) he just taking rest :3

I think this one kinda better, dunno why people often complaining it's suck because medicore camera and music suck -_-
dudeeeee, if you want camera badly, better buy digital cameralah, people use handphone as phone to call :/ heh people nowadays -_-
somehow I want to kill them LOL

here ,

box

close up

front box

first shot, tobi <3

fatigue killed me

sorry late again guys ;)

I have trouble to keep online internet since Streamyx don't give me damn to connect -_-" I had connect them at 6.00 pm.

curse.

fatigue really really kill me. probably I'm not really get sleep-well since I really nervous about my next papers :S
and my back really in painnnnn. I can't get up from chair to get another papers, it's really hurt ):
I told mom about these, and she said, I get back pain because of my mattress. (I think it's about 3 years... maybe?) and she said she want to change my mattress to new mattress which to support my bones and my back :)
I remember that I watched IKEA's ad about SULTAN Mattress but I think it's might be expensive.. well how to get there even I have papers this month?
it's seems I have to wait until papers end -_-"

today papers, I really screwed up. I can't finished Section A and Section E which required to write essay -_-
guess I had to cincai because limit of times @_@
hopefully I will get mark, maybe around middle.
next tuesday will be BM paper 1.
I think my teacher seems trying to give hint to us,
so that we can answer question.
oh well..

nahhhh
I don't think so ^^;
maybe he will change question later because it's already leaked :3

can't wait to get holiday! D:
I want to go out from house, nothing to do expect study, study, study ._.

Anyway,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

especially my mum :)
I'm sorry I don't have any present to you, but you have me and family.
I give my kiss to you and I really miss you, mum
Home seems quiet and boring when you weren't here.
I really envy that everyone buy present for their mother
but when I saw stories, I realize that everyone have their way to express feeling to their mother,
I should grateful that we're luckily what we do have and what people doesn't have.
I have you, my family and my parents.
I really happy that I got mother that she really care of me, and raise me well.
Even we always get argue and fighting, I still love you.
And you always forgive me on everything I do on you,
And I always appreciate on your advise :)
You're better mum, you're better than other mother do.
I LOVE YOU MOM <3 ♥
And You always be Queen of My Heart ♥

I don't think you need present anymore, well mum want present badly, let's shopping together later aye?

friends + layout

got message from aimanth9 (gforum) and he asking for renz's number xD
oh my, it's has been 2 month since he went to National Services :<

but we have fun and chatting via sms. He currently now at Miri, Sarawak.
kinda far away huh?
back to topic, we're chatting about his NS, friends and his studies ;)
oh my, we laughed so much because we're keep talking about raid lol

I don't want to write, because i'm lazy haha :P

btw I think I'm going change layout -_- dunno why I can't highlight :/

time to study, otherwise mum will nag me ^^;

Terengganu

i'm supposed to write about journey to Terengganu but I will write short one because I'm not person that willing to write long essay heh ;)

Part 1.
Date : 3 May 2008

woke up around 6.00 am and get packed all stuff.
we had breakfast at Salim's Restaurant.

and at middle Genting Highlands, it's amazing to see, even I never been there before.
amazingly, I saw big clouds, half dark on the highway :) but...

while we on Kuantan's highway, I feel like my ear want gonna deaf, guess it's air pressure -_-
same also with my mum, she had to yawn all day to get out those air pressure lol.
stop by at rest stop's highway to take some rest and bought some foods to craving <3

we're supposed arrived at Terengganu, but it seems heavy rain keep pouring and heavily and it make us slow down during driving.
had to take break at Gambang rest stop because I can't hold anymore to go toilet -_- (my fault because i'm drinking too much water)

we managed arrived at Bandar Chukai, stop by Pertonas's pump station and bought some ice creams.
and dad called his friends where to go Kerteh.

And finally we managed to arrive at Awana Resort, Kijal.
it's best room we ever had, got sea-view <3
Deluxe too expensive, we had to share one room only.
we had 2 queen bed, and we had to share with my parents.
one for brother and dad, and one for mum and me.
we're poor aye?

after taking rest, we meet dad's friends and chat for while :)
we went to Zara's Cafe for lunch. but..it took long time get food.
I mean it's took 20 minutes to get food -_-
finally we can have lunch after waiting 20 minutes (stupid chef, tak reti nak masak cepat ke)

We ordered Fish Sauce (forget what's called, forgive me -_-), Fried Chicken and Vegetable and guess what we got?
Fish Sauce is okay but onion? dude, they supposed to chop onion to small, not like chips -_-
fried chicken is TOOO SMALL, plus it's only 6 pieces!! come on, we're 4, can't you use big chicken to feed us?
and also vegetables is fine, just too small. They supposed to add lot vegetables -_-
stupid restaurant, we never go to your restaurant again. AGAIN.

I guess they never take any cooking lesson. Plus, they're supposed to think about consumer, plus how come they can serve small food to consumer even if they don't have shortage food.
we prefer to Fauzi's Restaurant because their cooking really good, plus their food are delicious and very care of consumer.
They should take lesson for business course. otherwise they never will get any profit :)

after lunch, we went to Kerteh to check out place because my parent's worried with my brother's health, especially shop and pharmacy.
bought some minyak again because my back in pain after sit in car for 6 hours.
imagine that.

after checking around, we went back to hotel to take rest.
I asked dad for permission to take walk to the beach :)
kinda far away to go the beach -_-
go to level 1 and had to cross at swimming pool and we managed to go the beach.
it's beautiful. it's rare to go beach when water rise because last time we went to Port Dickson and that time air surut ):

managed to take picture but will upload summore later ^^
before that, my mum want to swimming pool and she told me there is mushroom raining (dunno what's called u.u")
but need ask dad's permission.
too bad we can't xD because we know as islam, can't show our cleavage to public ^^;

nah. we took rest and solat jamak and we went to KFC for dinner.
after that, we're going to bed because had to wake up early morning :)

enough writing. I will write and upload picture ^^

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time out. will continue tonight <3

i think i will screw myself

oh well.. I think I did badly exam today.
i get stressed to answer those exam and want to go home earlier -_-
damn, all examiner came to late, it's make me more stressed. bet other feel nervous too.

after test, we went to canteen for breaks and what I found today is...
all food is SMALL!
oh my, guess nasi lemak dan laksa also small one, like secupak nasi lak.
same also with drinks. too sweet for us.
i don't want to go there, plus expensive :<

today I supposed be have MUET test, I think I did well in speaking just I forget to sampuk them in the middle of the discussion. i hope I will get better mark, probably low or middle -_-

tomorrow is day-off :) my classmate told me that they won't came to school because they did not take any subject expect 2.

time to leave. I haven't eat any food today.

will upload more. see yah

new look

changed layout :)
totally forget who made this, just found this yesterday xD

will update soon about my day and my vacation -
just haven't upload pictures yet :)

vacation + exam killer

I'M BACKKKKKKKKK

sorry for late update my blog, my day kinda busy since we're went to Kerteh, Terengganu to sent my brother for his practical -_-" and we have awful today, my first paper, History paper 1. (gosh, luckily my teacher give hint to study them and I managed to answer them lol)

damn, it's so tired and it took 6 hours to get there. I swore never go there, because we have to take break for damn long road u_u"
I hope we can go there by taking flight, kinda sound easy, plus it's ain't take long time to go there. I have lot story to tell but it's seems I had to pull over because I will have exam, which it try to kill me T__T

plus another school's activities.. hopefully I can have full time for Thursday because my day off which I don't take other subject :)

there is lot picture to upload, so just wait eh?

p/s :: I wondering what's going on with Gforum lately ;__;

blackout

sorry for not updating my blog :<>

Yesterday, Bang Ngah and his family drop a visit us just for one night. Just want visit us because we haven't see long time xD

oh well my house kinda messy again, because all his kid make more trouble -_-"
I had to stop them from fighting and at same time I need make them safe and away from danger.
no wonder having baby kinda hard, even it require a lot patience xD;

and we went to Fauzi's Restaurant for dinner. oh my, there is kid make mess again. He put tomyam's soup in glass of water and drank it. I bet it might taste horrible haha.
biar ajelah, budak-budak lagi tu ;)

after dinner, we went homes and suddenly we found out that our house went blank out again -_-
it's really damn hot plus I can't study :/ luckily tomorrow (today) is labour day, otherwise I had to ponteng again :/

our house electrical power were back around 2 am. thanks god but . . .
went black out again this morning.. curse..

and then went to Salim's Restaurant for lunch :) we have much fun, just kid still make messy again lol
I teach Adil how to use spoon and fork properly and he seems understand how to use it. hahahaha it's my first teach to him :)

he really adorable, even he look more annoying child but I really like him <3.
he love take pictures and he seems more like model now XD

will upload picture later :) because exam will start around corner <3