the result and upcoming exam

Sorry for delay.
I supposed to update this blog, but seems my situation won't allow me to do so.

It's pretty hard to study alone, and big exam is coming next 3 week!
anyway, my trial's result just out today.
I got 2 C+ and 2 B.

Not so bad, still there's some room I need to improve ^^;
Pengajian Am.. I need to practice them more..
well others is fine, thanks God, I managed good results..

I will back after I finished my exam :'D
See ya :)

random shot + picture ;)

some random shot today. I will post about my day later ;3

can somebody please help me to this animated gif? <3>

edit*

I got laptop today :3 well, it's just old laptop. anyway who cares?
hey, at last I could use this for homework later.

maybe I will save money to buy another laptop since Ubuntu can't use PS or Painter anymore.
(hell right, I couldn't ask dad to buy one since expensive laptop kena curi lak -.-")

stupid windows XP. I can't fix them by revert them to XP again.

random video :)

here is some video about my kitten ;)

anyway, I don't have right mood today.
I got fight with my mum again -_-

random day

gah.. my head feel heavy. Seems like I got headaches.
Anyway I skipped school today since teacher is not class and I prefer study alone,
than watching my classmate gedik and childish play.
heck dahlah umur 19 tahun masih nak berperangai budak budak.
Grow up, please!
You're not child anymore, you're adult now!

By the way, my kitten seems fine right now.
Tiny got accident and thanks Allah, he is safe, just his leg is injured.

gigit towel because he feel painful after I put him some minyak mestika on his leg.

I think I need teach my kitten and my cat to do something.
They are always sleep in front of our porch ._."

well, I got my brand new glass ;)

random shot + caturday :)

some random shot today.

Pizza Spicy Massalah :'D

"Hello there!"

another gundam desu! :'D

and

another random caturday :'D


poco 'cha :'D

Juling, oldest female cat :)

mum and son drinking water together.

chuy - my worst kitten I ever had. Love bite everything part of my body (;_;)

I can has bucket?


cat do love each other <3

"where is the water? It's supposedly to be here!"

bitch

I hate all those bitches.

they're worst bitches I ever seen in my life, and in the world.

Why they always pointed finger on me?
I didn't anything wrong.
What's worse it those Chinese bitches keep asking me to print all those picture.
Hello, did I told you, I will give you my pendrive and take them to store and print by yourselflah!
What you are expecting from me?
You think I senang ke nak keluar ke pekan?
You think I do have enough money to pay those prints?
HELLOO, I'm not rich person okay?
If you wanted that prints badly, just ask me and I lend my pendrive so you can print by yourself
instead asking me to do by myself.
Stupid fucking bitches Chinese from 6A1.
All they think is money and prints.

Dear god, please kill all those bitches. They doesn't deserved to live this world.

Same also with my classmate, bitches Malay girl.
Seriously, their gedikness too much to me, until bitches draw my face and then sedap kutuk muka aku lak.


ugh, your drawing so ugly. sorry, next time draw better okay, bitches?

bitches. hampeh.

Dahlah muka engkau bajet cantek, tapi bajet hypocrites. Wear hijab in school but outside, just like minah baju ketat :) Siap kutuk aku kat belakang. Yang hal engkau tu, biar engkau selesaikan dengan Allah di Padang Mashyar nanti.

kthxbai :(

shopping spree + rant rant

went to Teluk Intan with my mum yesterday,
to buy some clothes for me.
guess what? We spent around RM300+ for buying clothes.
man, with RM300, I could buy 2 figma ;D ;D

anyway, there was promoter talking behind me about my body.
She told mum that I should lose weight, otherwise I won't able fit with these clothes anymore.
surprisingly, mum agreed with her.
I feel dead upset with mum, because she were with promoter's side, not me.

What she did on me, making me more sad.
Can't she defend her own daughter instead to listening to stupid promoter?
All she can said is "sorry"
For me, I would not forgive her on what she done on me.
She tried give me lot excuse to me whenever people talk about me and my body.

I getting tired to talk to those people always critic about my body.
Seriously, what's wrong with my body? Is it sinful for having big body just me?
Can everyone answer this question?

My body is getting bigger than normal girl. It's not like I have fat. Just I'm chubby girl.
It's not very easy to losing weight, you must need STRONG WILL.
Not very easy, at least IF there is people support you.

Mum said I was born as girl, and Allah given me greatest gift to me is deaf.
And now, I'm thankful to Allah because he give me left ear, so that I could hear everything.
Now, I also have greatest gift, Allah given me big bones inside my body.
I don't know why, perhaps Allah have something on me.

If you really care 'bout me, thank you and I appreciate on your care.
if not, please leave my blog.

That's not your problem about me being fat, just the problem is..
about YOU.

can you believe that?

oh man..
I can't believe what happened to me.

The book that I asked my pal a.k.a Vinnie to sent it to me, is missing.
or maybe stolen, I guess.
I just found out today when my dad give the big envelope.
What's left is only letter and his address.
This envelope supposedly inside is book. But the book was not there.
Dad told me that somebody must open these envelope during delivery.
Man, I can't believe that with post office today!

Tomorrow Dad and I will going to Post Office to make complaint about their service.
what a shame with you, Malaysia :/

p/s: I'm going edit my layout later. I can't put them as blogroll :<

updating about Raya..

I'm back!

I was busy with daily life, Alhamduhillah I managed post today about Raya :)

1st October
First Day of Raya



After solat Eid, we drop by at Mak Chor's house and we both had breakfast - she cook Booree (Indian's food) and some rendang with serunding <3>
After that, we went home and start packing stuff and clothes because we will be going visit our hometown, where my mum were born and grown up there.



this is place where he live and work here ;)

meet mr.meeann

Firstly, we went to my brother's house at Damasara Perdana to drop visit there ;) especially checking how Imran's doing. He seems have fever and cold, poor him.

After having lunch and prayer, we (including my brother's family) went to Batang Berjuntai to visit my mum's sister, Mak Ngah ;D
peh, although Az's house isn't far away from his house, still took 1 hour to get there even that place was far far away from big city.






We arrived at Mak Ngah's house and we meet lot relatives there :D
I meet Kak Antah's family, Abang Amir and also Cik Noni's family. Just random chatting there, and Mak Ngah still calling me chubby -_-"

Oh well, Mak Ngah seems too happy to meet Imran again. Kak Antah too. They both give compliment about Imran's cuteness and adore him all time.
lol poor Kak Antah's girl, the youngest one (Idon't recall what's her name), she felt jealous with Imran because her mother were attached with Imran and too busy playing with him.

After that we went to Abang Amir's house :) oh my, there was many cookies! mostly handmade by Aunty Ju. (sorry no camera this time..)

I will continue second part later because I'm going uploading these picture now ;)

First Raya

I'm back.
Sorry for late update again.
We just back from hometown today :)

Too much things we need to do and we have to clean house tomorrow.
I will update my day as soon as possible :)

See you later!