You know you are a certified 1N2D fanatic when..

• You have the classic wake-up song as your morning alarm
  
• Your laptop prompts you with warnings of “low disk space” because of the number of downloaded 1N2D eppies
• You then run out to buy a 40GB external hard drive to back up all eppies and make room for future downloads
• You’re a total complete computer idiot but you spend 3 hours figuring out how to d/l clips from youtube/perform file conversions just so you can save little clips of the guys in your iPod
• You insist on putting a pink woolen scarf around your dog’s neck in the sweltering heat and your dog hates you for that
• You’re hunting for a polka-dotted red bow for your dog even though you know your dog will hate you even more for that
• You’d pick Mong over Rain/KSW/*insert hot hunk’s name* anyday, anytime
  
• You’d drink 10 kanaris to be part of the crew as free labor even if it’s just for a day
• You delete your other fave show to make room for 1n2d
• You watch 1n2d without sub because you can’t get enough!
• You eat the same ramen as the guys
• You google what kind of hoodie the guys wear after watching the show.
• When you start incorporating the 1N2D logo in handiwork (yes, I sewed a 1N2D flag!)
• When you memorize all the dance steps choreographed
• When you start sleeping in weird places people normally wouldn’t
• When you start shouting “CALL!!!” whenever your friends ask if you agree with something
• When you feel sick whenever you look at a moving vehicle, especially a boat
• First thing to do after waking up - to turn on your PC and visit the Soompi 1N2D thread — to check what’s new / what’s the latest
• You stay up til 3AM to watch 1N2D nearly waking up your parents and knowing that you have an exam tomorrow
• When your Mujogun alarm can’t wake you up because, rather than sleep, you download and watch a new 1N2D as soon as a link is available.
• When you’ve peeled and eaten a whole lemon to see if you could do the bokbulbok.
• When you sometimes say “un-bel-ee-ba-bel” like Ho Dong.
• When you have to stop yourself from ordering a kanari-cano at Starbucks (Coffee Bean, Peets)
• When your laptop won’t boot up and your first thought is “I hope my 1N2D epi’s are ok.”
• When you go to DVD shop, you wish there are 1N2D DVDs
• You know the lyrics of the Please Endure/Snake song
• When someone asks you about a certain scene, you can tell the episode right away
• You know every single biography of all members
• You watch other shows just because one of the members is in it
• You begin playing flicking on the foreheads with your friends
• You watch at least 1 episode a day
• You secretly tried dancing MCM/Hot Potato’s crazy Rain Tears dance

credit to 1N2D Soompier and 1N2Dfansubs <3

silly argument

oh god..
I don't know how long I have to bear with my parents..
I have silly argument with my parents today.
Every time I asked question, they just excuse by give explanation many time (3x maybe?)
and still they did not give answer what I want.
No matter I ask same question, same excuse.

Seriously, I'm getting tired with them.
I don't know how to do these with them.
I feel like I'm getting brainwashed them everyday.
What I should not do, what I should not wear, and etc.
sometime their word really hurt my hearts.
They accused me that I did not accept any Islam's culture inside my life, although I know what's my limit and I know which wrong and right.

My parents always act like children threw tantrum, I just make up with her today after having argument yesterday.
Ya Allah.. please show your guide to my parents..
I want they understand me, what I want to day, what I want to do with my life.

I don't think so about counseling, heck I don't give damn about them.
It look they just pretend to be understand or assume everything is okay and etc.

stab me and I will stab you :')

ho ho ho ho ho..
I found these tag at somewhere blog :3

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (yes I do have PS2 and NDS :D)
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. (yes..too much things happen in my life..)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes. (oh yeah...I afraid of darkness :/)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (need buy figma..)
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast. (maybe I'm too happy? lol)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look. (oh I wish..I don't have confident..)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. (blame PMS -_-)
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends. (yes I do :) I can't live without them!)
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. (true. It's not like I hate them..just I dislike them.)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (sorta..just she have culture shock btw)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. (I don't know...)
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys (ho ho ho ho ho :3)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
(yes, I really comfortable who am I. I don't need to be someone else.)
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup. (wish true, but I did not spend too much money to buy them.)
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.(or country)
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing. (wish true..maybe I kinda childish >_<")
I usually like covers better than originals. (of course, but not remix lah please?)
I can pick up things with my toes. (ho ho ho ho only I can pick pen lol)
I can't whistle. (-_-")
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet. (oh crap, no way I can stick to them again..)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better. (especially cute stuff!)
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (ho ho ho I only clean them 2 times week.)
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie

and those 5 lucky people are ;
VN-dere
Deady
Reddy
Darky
Mana-sama <3

The Face Shop ♥

just back from shopping mall at Ipoh Jusco yesterday :D
nothing special at there really, too many people lah.
Well you knowlah, kan next week they will celebrate Chinese New Year :D

anyway, back to topic..
my dad bought his clothes and his shoes
while I bought some cosmetic from The Face Shop.
man... there's lot things I want to pick!
But I guess I have buy what I really need..

the face shop's bag.

let see what I bought..

• Home Seaweed Mask
• Quick & Clean First Aid Gel
• Eyelash Curler
• Automatic Eyeliner Pencil
• Mascara Freshian Volume

I think I bought these around.. RM150.
pretty expensive yeah.. ^^;;
maybe I should do some review of them :3

Quick & Clean First Aid Gel
I tried this one, so far this one pretty good.
Firstly, I put it on my face which I have acne.
My skin feel pedih sedikit, but after let it few minutes, my skin feel cool and more relieve.
before I bought this one, I put some ointment from pharmary, it only work for temporanry and somehow it make my skin break out.
So far this one pretty good for they have sensitive skin

Eyelash Curler
I ♥ this one!
I don't know why, I think this product pretty good for people didn't get used to use eyelash curler :3

Mascara Freshian Volume Curling
I really love this too ♥
I use this mascare because it have fast-drying with powerful hold and curling elastic brush effectively with curls lashes shape like Twist / Bullet-shaped brush
unlike with Mascara from Avon, they don't dry so fast and it didn't not last long
plus I recommend this mascara and really suitable for people have sensitive eye

I haven't try Seaweed Pack and Automatic Eyeliner Pencil,
maybe later if I have time :3
and review them.

So, those people whom have sensitive skin on face, or tired to use another product,
I recommend this shop, and they also offer affordable price for student or adult.

Remember, once you purchase product, you will get freebie :3

I really love The Face Shop, made in Korea ♥
oh Bae Young Jun (winter sonata ♥)

urbandict tag :3

tagged by VN-dere :3

Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.

Tag 3 people.

1) your name: Rawrsa

(I found similar one, it's okay?)

Rawrzaaaa

its rawr(like a dino) and wowza combined so it pretty much means wow just cooler Me: Rawrrzaa! Did you see him make that pass? Random Person: Yah!! ********* LOL

2)your age : 19

19

the last year of ya "TEENS" :oS
***
.... true -___-"

3)one of your friend? : boo

boo

1: An affectionate name for someone you love. 2: Something that a ghost says. 3: The short version of my cat's name, Boo-Boo. 1: I like cuddling with my boo. 2: BOO! 3. "Boo, get out of the dishwasher!" ***** lol I prefer 3rd xDD

4)what should you be doing? : lurking

lurking

spying on people online, while you remain invisible

Even though he claims to be "In a MUCH better place",J spends his days lurking online, to see who is talking to who
***

ho ho ho terasa :3

5)favorite colour? : green

green

1) Marijuana
2) Money
3) the horny color
4) envious
5) the color

1) let's go smoke some green
2) look at the green of my bills
3) jane is wearing green.. she's horny!
4) bobby is green with envy.
5) grass is the color green!
***

wth.. oh yeah my envy is green lol

6)birth place? : Ipoh

Ipoh or another word, ipod

Everything wrong with western society contained within a small media player. Person A: OMG, dude! I just bought an ipod! Person B: What, on purpose? **** not more showing off please..

7)months of your birth? : June

June

1. The sixth month. 2. In Japan, an early publication featuring male/male stories in the tanbi style. People used to refer to the category of male/male relationships targeted at the female audience as June, but since that was a trade name for a magazine, that meaning of the term has fallen into disuse. The category has evolved and changed so much and the types of stories so varied that the entire category is now called BL by the industry and most fans. In some places, including Comiket, original stories are still called 'sousaku (original) June'. 1. My birthday is in June. 2. June is a thing of the past... ****** lol I more prefer to 2rd. BL is ♥

8)last person you talked to? : my mom :3

my mum

the president

"dude, omg. my moms trying to increase taxes. i hate her!"
***

lol no wonder tak dapat duit saku cish xD

tag! 3 people only :3

anyone want, please take this one <3

bad hair day..

gosh.. I haven't cut my hair past 3 month ago -_-"
until my hair turn like this.

anyway,
I made my own studio lighting :D but I don't have any cable to transfer picture from my camera.
I made them by re-cycle old boxes and use tracing paper as diffuser.
Just one things I lack of something, I need another lamp desk.
and also I need find biggg place like long table @_@"

btw, I found funny videos at DannyChoo xD



Dijamin akan membuatkan anda ketawa gila sampai pecah perut xDDD

catch me if you can - tagged again? -

omo omo.. being tag by reddy
since it was simple and short tag, better I try them :3

1. 5 top websites you always go to?
DannyChoo
Kotaku
Popseoul
Allkpop
Japanprobe

2. 5 top forum you always go to
Gforum
Soompi
ComicFiesta
Spam.Inc (not really active there.. like 6 month?)
Soshified

3. 5 people who you're going to Tag
anyone can be volunteer here :3

random post

just want cheer up little bit my blog,
blame me for not putting music player here xD"



cat running on treadmill (gonna try my cat on my treadmill xD)



SNSD a.k.a Girl Generation - Gee



Rain - Fresh Women (love his nerd spec <3)

Goodbye 2008, Say Hello 2009 ♥

I know this too late to wish Happy New Year,
since Telekom too slowy to replace new cable after fire.
well, I still want to send regards to you all :)

Happy Late New Year everyone ♥

There is too much memory I have back to 2008.
I still remember how nervous I am when big exam coming >_<"
I still remember lot jokes with my classmate,
I still remember I met my ex-classmate when I was in high school during open house :D
and I also remember my nephew born at 12 February 2008 before Valentine's Day.

I still remember sad memory I ever had,
Juling, my precious cat, only one cat I ever loved after her mother and her sister passed away
I found out later that she was sick.. she do not eat catfood, only give it to her son.
Even she was sick, I wanted to treat her as she get healthy a.s.a.p

One day, she come to me, meowing to me like,
" I want you feed me, and pet me"
firstly, it's weird but I thought she wanted play with me.
I pet her and feed her and sometime I talk to her,
I told her to eat lot and eat medication if she want to get healthy,
she need to take care her son, Boo.
She meowing, seems she understand what I said.
I hope she get it what I mean to her.
I don't want Boo lose his mother at early age. He's too young to understand about death.

but.. next morning, she was.... gone.
Mum said dad buried at backyard, near Choco's grave.
I feel.. lost mind, I began crying. crying for her death.
I can't believe that she left me that day, after I fed her, pet her and talk to her.
I can't believe that day were her last day before she passed away.
I felt sorry for Boo, he never know his mother passed away.

ah.. too much things I wanted to write about 2008 but I prefer to keep it by myself.
Otherwise I will get too emotional while writing here lol ^^;

Anyway time flies too fast.
I can't realize today is 2009.
I will be 20 years old next June.

Too much things change now - about myself, world and people.
I wonder what will happen next?

I'm sure everyone has own resolution. For me, I just keep it secret :3

oh yeah, I forget about something..
I will change my new layout tomorrow :3
I need to refresh my blog, and add more feature.

What about you?

rant rant rant and I don't have any mood to write about...

I'm back..
I don't have anything to do, expect RANT.

Actually there was fire at my neighbours's house.
My mum and I just realized that there's something wrong with internet or phone,
because my mum try use house phone to make call.
At first, we thought someone wanted to steal cable again,
so my mum, my brother and I went out to check out until....
There was huge fire!
But luckily, fireman managed to pull out fire from spreading to other house.
No one is injured or dead during fire,
thanks God.

I can't believe how these happen, even my mum and I do not notice about fire.
Anyway we both feel lucky that we are alive when fire started.
My mum always complain that our other neighbour,
always burn trash with fire behind our backyard.
Man, I hope their house should be on fire.
You know what, I wanted to teach their lesson.
Oh I wish to do that... oh well, I do not intend to do so..
I just thought about these ;)

anyway back to story,
our cable got melt during big fire, so we cannot use house phone or internet anymore.
2 days later after fire, my parents make call to Telekom to ask them to repair cable.
But... nobody answered our call.
My parents decide to call them again, many time but still nobody answer.
So next day, we call them again, still none one answer.
we both fed up, and my dad went to their office,
and guess what?
They said they have to make call from Ipoh, and again they make excuse that they do not enough worker.
Seriously, calling them took 1 week and we have hardly time to reach them.
I think they need someone to improve their service, otherwise other people will fed up with them.

Stupid Telekom -_-