★ It Has Been While. ♥

Happy Holiday :3

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 13:52:00 +0000

HELLO :D (yeah JoKwon from 2AM, he's cute aye?)

yeah~ I'm back ♥
I just finished my last paper today ^^

Anyway, Happy Holiday to all my course mate~♥

For your information, I will change my blog address as soon as possible.
I will send my link to you via email :D
And about my second blog, I will re-open my blog, but to make photo album for my dear friends whom doesn't have Facebook ♥ (well I like Facebook because easy to upload ngehehe~)

by the way, I found something really kawaii~ about this kitteh (cilok from icanhascheezburger)
enjoy~ e-open my blog, but to make photo album for my dear friends whom doesn't have Facebook ♥

cute~ ♥

but I think this one is very funny xD

only if my cat can talk like that XD

14/9/09

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 12:33:00 +0000

I'M BACK ♥♥♥

I missed my blog so much ♥ I'm so sorry for not keep update my blog so much ♥
Man, I can't believe I still study at TARC for 3 months and I got lot friends ♥
I will sit last papers this week :3 and then I'm free ♥♥♥
I will taking break for 2 week :D

Anyway, I still have trouble with my housemate again. Damn fishy.
They keep bullying me and they still bringing guys to dorm again.
And also I really dislike Danish House's staff :/
Last time I asked them to help me to take off curtain to send to laundry before semester break start.
Guess what? They told me, "I'm sorry but we don't have staff. You may ask anyone around here to help you" and I was like.. WTF?. And they said again, "You can ask your housemate to help you or you can use ladder and blabla.."
I was... shocked to hearing what they said to me, and I just say "Thanks" and left office.
Inside my heart, I feel so angry and they just ask me like that?
HELLO!
Seriously, what the hell you're thinking? I'm live at 3rd floor and you want I do it by myself?
Hell, 3rd floor is pretty high and if I do, I might fall from window and died or broken my leg there.
Fish! I paid for rent because my dorms is near to campus but you just sit there and doing nothing! You never cared about student's safety and all you think is money!

grrr..
by the way, I'm thinking to move out from here to other hostel, Westlake. Actually Danish house has 2 types, one for KTAR, and one for UTAR (westlake).
click here : westlake
Personally, my dad want I change room at Westlake because it have bedroom attached with bathroom, so which mean I don't need to share my bathroom with everyone.
But the problem is my current hostel is near to campus, meanwhile Westlake is pretty far and expensive rental room. Only one transport I have is bicycle. I'm pretty worried, Kampar always raining all day, no matter day or night (which mean is troublesome..)

enough rant. I should log out today and I need to study for my last paper :/
see ya ♥

p/s : I will change my blog address, so those people whom following me, please email to me or just post your comment here or I can post my link at gforum :)

College life + rant

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 13:20:00 +0000

My life somehow feel so boring.
I never got any friends here. Mingle with your course mate is not easy yah ):
Every time I mingle with them, they would feel so annoyed by me because I like to talking about normal stuff (why not, I would they know about me. It's wrong for me to do that?)
Even sending sms to asking some question for work, they would reply me in mad tone message to show they feel annoyed by me.

Ugh. I hate this part. Especially assignment that required with group work.
I don't mind to do group discussion or group work, but if they feel I did nothing for this group, they would left me out of their group. My course mate told me that I should join other course mate and mingle with them for assignment instead joining his group.

I rather to do assignment by myself, no matter required group work or not. Sadly, I cannot do these because the course I took actually required group work.

I wish I could have real friends here but it seems nobody want to be friends with me.
I don't want to disturb their work/asking/talking, I don't want they being annoyed by me.
I'm not sure if I can do this until I graduated next future.

My self-esteem getting lower and I don't feel like confident about my ability to study here.
I'm getting more tired and depressed but I act as nothing happened. I just pretend myself as happy-going and cheerful person.
I feel like want to cry but I just keep it inside my heart. Who would to see or heard or know this girl crying about?

Even I cannot tell my dilemma to my mum or my best-friends.
I just need to be stronger person, I don't want people I know that there's something wrong with me and give me sympathy to me as they care about me.
If you really care about me, what are you gonna do?
Give sympathy to me and then you tell this stuff as rumor to other.
If you think doing these for fun, you are doing wrong.
I wouldn't call you as my friends, then you're backstabber.

When I'm happier person, they come to me,
When I sad, they left alone in darkness and find other.

What kind friends would to do this on me?

If you really friend to me, leave your comment here.
If you're stalker (follower) give me your opinion.

If no one did not post comment here, then I would like to shut down my blog.
I don't think that you like read my blog and just post your opinion here.

see you later.

- end rant -

college life part 1

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 16:27:00 +0000

duh. I cannot wait for mid-sem break ):
Got lot assignment to do, presentation, oral test, Japanese and Economy mid-term exam..

Anyway, nothing much happened today.
So far, I managed hunting my course mate at Facebook and Friendster >:3
And I also made few friends from Tarcian~ hehehe
I thought they don't know who I am and how I look in IRL..but I'm pretty surprised that they can recognize me very well ==;; oh damn.

One of my senior.. I don't recall what his name..
Dannis or Dannish?, he is from DHT (Hotel & Management) student.
I always see him everytime I go to college or lunch break at Ghany.
But he's nice guy P:

Is wondering if he does have facebook. Anyone know him please let me know heh! ^^
Well, time to continue study Japanese. I know it's pretty late night to study and I should go to sleep this time. Wish my mum here and nag me to go to sleep early LOL

random post part 3

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Mon, 13 Jul 2009 13:19:00 +0000

gosh, I just found my classes cancelled today ):
anyway, thanks to classmate for giving information to me :)
I have lot things to do, urgh presentation is tomorrow.
Need practice again ._.

And I will sit exam this week for Friday and Saturday.
what a suck D:
I don't think so if I could back home at Saturday. Need someone to pick me up :<
well, I regret for not taking driving class T_T
If I did, I don't need to ask mum to pick me after college.

see ya later. need practice moar D:

housemate part 2

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 14:30:00 +0000

what a lousy housemate.
I don't mind if they going bring along guy into our dorms, just for studying group.
And one more things I really hate about is..
They always making noise at late night, laughing hard and screaming or whatever they do,
and I cannot to concentrate my study and assignment at all!

*sigh*

what the frig D:

anyway.. I bought bicycle yesterday :3
will be upload later maa..
My bicycle cost almost 300 bucks, which mean.. that is enough to spend that money to buy new shoes and handbag P:
I'm happy so muchh, because I always wanted to use bicycle to save my time during walking.
I don't use bicycle so much, just in caselah if my class pretty far away from home or behind the campus (near to east gates to UTAR Kampar)

Personally I think New Town Kampar seems lifeless at day.. because there isn't lot new shop around here. I really wish there's Guardian or Watson store here :/
if not, I have to go to Tesco tapi jauhlah.. I need someone to accompany me D:
plus, only 2 mamak stall I always visit is Ghany and Al-Bidayah Corner which near to my hostel.

I really missed some food from my hometown T_T

SNSD Gee shoes ♥ (warning image heavy!)

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 07:29:00 +0000

*credit to Soompier and Prettyduste @ LJ

^ kyaa~ ♥
I want these shoes~ they're damn cute.

These shoes very popular, thanks to popular K-pop idol, So Nyuh Shi Dae ♥
They're shoo cute, I want buy them whenever I'm in college, shopping or walking around with friends ♥

I wish there some shop would sell these shoes in Malaysia.
If they do, I'm sure these shoes will be great hit here!

I don't think I can afford to buy them.. they're little bit pricey than I thought.
only zipia (you need register as member to log in) and gmarket sold these shoes.

Anyone willing to donate some money to me? 8D
I want to buy this shoes as my present birthday ♥

housemate is hell =_=

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 11:09:00 +0000

what a bitch housemate.
She should know that guys are not allowed into girl's dorm, but one of our housemate did this.
When I back from college, I spotted a guy's shoes in front of her room.
I thought it was weird to see guy's shoes here, because this is girl's dorm.

I'm bet there's something fishy over her rooms.
Anyway, I just this matter go, because that's their business.
If there's something happen, let them do it :/
I don't want to mind over their business, because this small things might cause misunderstanding.

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 10:17:00 +0000

Updated Full Profile :3

And I don't give a damn if you keep ask me for MY REAL name. Internet is so dangerous~ so dangerous (EJW's song lol)

p/s : I stole this profile from mie's blog.. so mie, I'm sorry if I stolen this one from you >.<

Normal Introduction
Name : Farah Syuhada
Age : will be turn 20 this month :3
Location : Perak, Malaysia
Blood type : O
Hobby : reading online new, doodle, playing with kitten and listening to J/K rock/pop.
Occupation : College Student (KTAR Perak Branch)
Religion : Islam
Ethnicity : Malay
Zodiac sign : Cancer
Birthdate : 25 June '89
Status : Single :3

Details
Eye color : Black
Hair color : Naturally black. Never dye hair before :3
Height : 156cm (;__;)
Right handed or left handed : both.
Weakness : *alert* CUTE boys with Korean/Japanese face (ullzang) ♥
Fears : Darkness, bug, and clown
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, xD, :'D, ♥ OMGeee, >///<, KYAAAA
Orientation : Straight..
Smoke: Never smoke. I'm anti-smoker :3
Fave music genre : Anything related to J/K pop/rock :3
Fave anime genre : Yaoi, shonen ai, romance, comedy

About me :
A normal and half deaf malay girl has weird fetish towards cute boys and cute stuff.
Mostly handbag, shoes, make up and love stalking cute boys where she can find anywhere ♥. Always home alone (hostel only).
Not interested with Malay boy, er they're sometime boring sheesh. S
ometimes can be short hot-tempered, so don't disturb me whenever I have PMS mode.
Hates some girl only be friend with kamceng only, damn they think they're hot and nice. Strongly hate fakers, backstabber and hyprocrites.
Thinks too much and worry about nothing D:

Currently going study Diploma in Foodservice at KTAR Perak Branch ♥ love that place, full lot hot and cute guys ♥.
A average spender and always think carefully before buying anything.
Currently have 10 or more cats |3 Have two different personalities - good side and bad side (..)

Very sensitive person.
Easy to miggle with other people. Her speaking English just average.

Got lot best friends : Yogeshwary, Tamilarasi, Tina, Vimalar, Jeyamalar, Yong Siew Ling and few of other. (I cannot remember of their names lol, sorry ♥)

Gets along well with senior and other classmate.
♥ with cakes, chocolates and few stuff. Definitely hates her old friends, from nice to bad.
♥ sleeping. Used talkactive during highschool.
Used to fall in love with cute and hot guys in anime, drama and music. Used to be to do housechores.
Sometime a pervert person. (...)

Still single because she need..er stalking? (LOL)
VERY picky about foods, especially high fat food. Like eat 'tempe' ♥
♥ sweet food, spicy food, including tempoyak and gulai, red beans lot.
Enjoys local food. Allergic towards seafood D:
Very happy for her body shape ♥
First impression of most people towards her : "Are you 17 years old?" - other people during shopping with my parents, "You sound lot like 26 years old lady on phones!" - Syaza @ Rinka (LOL)
"NO WAY, you're older than me! I thought you're 18 years old and same ages with me" - Dev, my classmate

Any inquiries or question, kindly leave comment here ♥
No hate comment please, I will not approve your comment D:<

First Semester..

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 10:58:00 +0000

Weather here pretty hot today..
almost got sunburn >_<"

I have lot assignment need to get done,
especially Hospitality Industry, Microeconomic, and Japanese Language.
god, I don't know how to do these assignment.

Plus, hot weather really make sweat lot and almost wet my clothes!
I have to wash all my clothes, and I have to shower my body and wash my hair D:
I don't know that Kampar will became hot place..

Anyway, my heart being torn apart because I could not decide which club I should in..
Student Welfare Committee or Tae Kwon Do.

And also I don't know if I could attend to Freshmen Night tonight.
No one want to come with me.. ):
if this event very important, I have forced myself to go out alone..

gah, what I should do..

TARC Perak Branch Orientation Week ♥

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Tue, 26 May 2009 03:51:00 +0000

hello there ♥

oh my god, oriention week of TARC is the best ♥
I love their activities they made for :D
even though some of our member were absent during orientation , anyway i made it *claps claps*

well i have to say, it just to be normal orientation, but... I never expected how fun was during orientation week.
I'm only one Malay girl in my group with other chinese girl and guy.
But soon after session getting to know the members in the group, everything became interesting.
hmm.. i wouldn't say everyone of them are interesting,
just there's some member rare talk or do their own jobs *sigh*
but all the other members who were present for every single day,
they were awesome ♥
not forgetting about the 2 seniors who had been so considerate and helpful throughout the whole week (:
Especially Teoh Weoi and Ee Sun (I don't know how to spell in Chinese..)

I'm being excited and all for the orientation programmes..
man, i've been so tired for the entire week! especially walking around campus, running and etc.
I have to reach college around 8.30 (by waking up myself without any help from my parents) and some programmes ended by around 5 or 6 p.m
Luckily my hostel pretty near to campus, just walking there for 15 minute.
too bad, I cannot join them for practice for talent time because I'm damn tired

and the worse part is,
i have to walk there everyday, and sweat lot, and my feet really lenguh lot! I wonder if I could survive here..
and the food in kampar pretty good actually..
There is some Malay stall but pretty pricey for me :/

I hate TARC's canteen! They keep changing price everyday, especially drinks D:<
>:D
surprisingly mostly my senior's face kinda similar with other Korean idol lolz.
Like Yesung (SJ), Sindong (SJ) Park Taehwan (Korean swimmer) and etc @_@
what funny things is, there's some people actually fans of Super Junior which they use Super Junior's new song, "Sorry Sorry" for dance part.

I've learnt alot.
i learned to deal with other people especially Chinese,due my limited English barrier.
But still,
i enjoyed alot (:

yesterday was the last day of orientation week for all freshmen.
During talentime, our group will be first one onstage.
Our group performed song and sketch about 2 guys fighting for girl, which actually one of our member pretended as girl.
omg, he's pretty cuteee and I love Ee Sun put up makeup on him.
I don't know how to sing in Chinese, I just singing as chorus. Heck singing in english is pretty hard..plus it's funny because some of our song choice is Black Eye Peas - My Humps which our sketch ended up with naughty performance lolz.

after the talentime we all forced to performed dance show including lame and funny chicken dance with our SWC and senior lolz.
Heck, it's fun and it's useful to teach your nephew to dance ♥
oh my, this talentime kinda reminded me of 1 Night 2 Days xD

Even thought we never won anything, we share our moments with our senior ♥

It's just so saddening to think of starting my course with different people next week.
I wonder if I could find any course mate I can depend of.
and only 2 Malay girl only as ktarian. Wonder if we can survive alone.

click here for picture!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=77730&id=523824300&l=bb2caa5a8f

Yah!

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Sun, 10 May 2009 13:26:00 +0000

I'm back (:
Sorry for late updates.
I'm pretty busy lately, I had to buy things and pack up some stuff before Mass Call on 18th May (:
I also booked single rooms at hostel near to campus. but I had to share bathroom with other housemate, and I don't have to clean my clothes because there's office which run laundry service (I can wash my undergarment by myself)
Yah, I can go home anytime if I don't have any classes or program (:

Last things I must have is netbook (?) and Maybank ATM's card.
wow. This is my first time for having my own ATM card.
I never have my own ATM when I was secondary high school student ^^;;
I'm not sure if I can handle lot money. Guess I need learn how to use properly..

I had been living with my parents for 20 years, I never studied anywhere,
unlike with my older brother and sister ):
well I learned to doing my own chores, especially washing, drying and cooking (:
I MUST learn to be independent person, I have to live my own without relying to my parent's help.
tch, I'm not sure how I can do by myself @__@;;

I will update more rant for next post. Gosh, I feel like I want punch them D:<

goodbye :(

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 14:12:00 +0000

R.I.P to my Canon Powershot G3.
my old camera just died today after small accident with my nephew, Imran :(
G3 just 10 years old after living together with my brother after married,
now G3 died on my hand after living with me for 3 month.
what a short life. ._.

G3 got knock out after Imran terhantuk kepala on G3's lens.
Now G3 cannot be saved.
Even if I SENT it to shop to repair.

goodbye G3 ;(

I'm feel sorry about Imran having bad bruise on his head today before going home to PJ
with his parents (terhantuk camera)
and I did not have chance to kiss him to tell him that I'm feel sorry for him.
Poor baby ♥

Dear Imran,
I'm sorry what I did on you today,
I hope you will feel better next day,
and I wish you to be healthy tomorrow,
because your auntie will miss you forever!

♥

p/s : your auntie would like to ask you to forgive her,
would you? ♥

Belly Aching (ouch! >//<)

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 13:03:00 +0000

hello there!

I'm sorry (again) for not updating my blog everyday as I do ^^;
Actually I'm quite busy with my daily life after I got STPM results and
to find good college nearby with my home :D
At same time, I got problem with my gastrointestinal disorders.
I had to rest for 2 week to recover after getting shot and some medication,
so that I would not counter same problem when I'm going to college.

I'm good right now, still I need practicing some healthy foods and diet ^^
don't worry about me yah?

Anyway I just send application to TAR College,
which near with my home and took only 45 minutes to Kampar :3
plus they're already lot hostel out there near to campus. (and also Tesco too :P)
I'm planning to take diploma course Food service or probably Hotel and Management :D
Pretty safe choice, I really love to learn cooking and some things.
After I graduated, I'm going find jobs and going to continue diploma course - Creative Multimedia ♥

Oh yeah I have bad news for my second blog, I'm going to close them, definitely just for temporary, maybe for couple month, well who know?
the reason is there's many things I really to re-construct my blog, and also LJ too.
Don't worry, I will re-open them soon as I have good stuff to share ^^

see ya later, will be updated later with good stuff ^^ ♥

yearning

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Wed, 11 Mar 2009 04:15:00 +0000

music : Lee Seung gi - Yearning

^
this title say it all..

I got STPM result today.. I'm feel scared to open letter by myself.
Alhamudihlah, I managed pass STPM this year.
oh well.. I'm not going to reveal my result :3 (ㅋㅋㅋㅋ)

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music : Lee Seung gi - Let's Go on Vacation

I have good time while shopping with my family :'D
nah.. we just spend few hours shopping at The Curve and The Cineleisure.
Too bad, there weren't any shop out there.
I love Daiso's store. everything is RM5 :3

so far.. I bought new pair of shoes and microphone for PC~
and also Sony Walkman MP3 for my mum. It's pink one :3

will be update later this evening :3

damn damn damn

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Tue, 10 Mar 2009 09:43:00 +0000

damn.

I just found out today is STPM result!
I supposedly to take today, just right after asking my friends about it.
I afraid to go to school.. nah I'm sure my teacher nervous as well..

I'm worried dead about my result.. if my result isn't good.. I don't know what to say to my parents. I guess I have to get another jobs instead doing nothing.
Seriously.. I feel stuffed after staying home for 4 month and I barely go out.

Anyway..
I'm sorry for late update my blog.
I will post up about stuff later :)

stabbed by little red riding hood

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 12:33:00 +0000

RULE #1
Copy-paste the Q's

RULE #2
Do not try to change the Question and please do answer all of it and then tag the next person you want SO JUST DO IT DAMMIT..:3

Name 3 things you do when you’re really stressed:
- listening music [mostly k-pop and j-pop ♥ love their lyrics ♥ ]
- taking nap [great way to forget stress]
- playing with my cattt [their cuteness ♥ they're so cute whenever they're doing stupid things LOL]

Where is your phone?
- in front of PC :3

Where do you sleep?
My own bedroom but my window facing to my neighbours yards D:

What was the last thing you ate?
stir-fry tofu with chili sauce.

What kind of cellphone unit do you have?
Nokia 3230 and Nokia 5310 :3

What is the closest item near you that is white?
my pillow :3

What is the last movie you watched?
I never watch any movie. but I watched Bee Movie at HBO. with my mum lol

Fifteen odd facts about yourself:
1. Are you photo addict?
always :3

2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
sleeping lol.

3. Do you care for your Friendster?
sometime, too lazy visit them everyday.

4. How many different beverages have you drank since yesterday?
If it's about alcohol, sorry, let's skip these question.
I drank 2 milkshake and 4 litres of herbs tea :3

5. What are three things you hate?
- gedikness
- camwhore [puh-please..]
- spoiled-brat. [I know some people around me..]

6. What do you wish for?
Get into university and losing weight [want to try new clothes >.>]

7. When was the last time you got really hurt?
Feel insulted when my junior never say hello and she act rude in front of me with her friends.

8. Any plans for tonight?
watching CSI season 6 :3 [I missed last wednesday LOL]

9. Something you are excited about?
I don't know. Depend on my mood.

10. What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?

11. Describe your keychains?
It's tiny wink yellow-bear LOL

12. Do you know anyone in prison?
Nah.. I don't care.

13. If so, who?
I don't know LOL

14. Party girl/boy or Home girl/boy?
Ultimate Home Girl ho ho ho ho

15. Name someone you miss
Choco
Simba and Hitam
and also my nephew, Imran Mikhail ♥

Last Q; Name 3 to 5 lucky person you want to tag
too lazy to tag another one ho ho ho ho
anyone can borrow this one xD

25 things about me - tag -

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 08:19:00 +0000

HIS SMILE IS KILLER ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ *dies in happiness*

25 things You Want Know About me ♥

1. I daydream all the time. No matter my favorite character/singer/actor ♥
2. I have short hot temper. I could throw anything object I saw.
3. I dislike people tease badly about myself. I'm sensitive person, and I have heart, you know? don't ever mess with me :(
4. I dislike certain of people, no matter people I know.
5. I'm single and I never have any real boyfriends ;)
6. I never been to overseas.
7. I started reading Al-Quran everyday when I was 12 years old. Back to days, I cannot read jawi until my parents enrolled me to SAR. But I quit school because my tight schedule with piano lesson :(
8. I started to complete my prayers 5 times a day when I was 15.
9. I can't cook eggs or maggi because I'm afraid of fire!
10. I started wearing makeup when I was 18 years old :3
11. I started drawing after watching Sailor Moon anime and manga ♥
12. A lot people keep asked me about my dreams. Everyone put high on me because they wanted me to be doctor, just like my dad. But I put their hopes down because I realized that I don't want to be doctor. Being doctor is hard, and I don't want to be like my father.
13. I hate cleaning my own bathroom. I don't mind with floor, but wall? No thanks.
14. I always change my favorite character, all time whenever I saw new character ♥
15. I’m partially Japanese and Korean fan.
16. I cannot read Japanese and Korean word well. So far I know some simple word :)
17. I love to be friend with mix race (Indian, Cina, anything!) than Malay (some of themlah..) I can't stand their own gedikness.
18. I hate it whenever people keep blaming for wrongdoing that I never done. That's not my fault, teacher!
19. I used to dance/sing (chorus) on stage during school :D
20. My chest is big, I have hard time to find large clothes to fit with them.
21. I hate horror movie, too much gore and bloody. Whenever I saw horror movie, my heart beat so fast and I'm feel like have paranoid or heart attack.
22. I always playing games halfway. Tak abis lagi games ho ho ho ho :3
23. I hate it when there's lot anti-fans wanted to bring popular idol down. Kecuali Miley Cryus I hate her so much, heck I cannot stand or watch anything because stupid Hannah Montana always on TV all time D:
24. I like being different. Stop brainwash me with your favorite song/fashion/blablabla
25. I wear short sleeve T-shirt and short pants :3

TAG VICTIMS!

will be add later. You may borrow this :3

wishlist 2009 ♥

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Fri, 13 Feb 2009 06:05:00 +0000

FINALLY ! I found one! That's what I'm looking for wuwu.. ♥

Lee Seung gi wore these outfit during 1n2d. ♥

random close up

and lee hyori also wore these outfit during performance!

..... and guess what I found ♥

source : Nitrolicious

The anticipation for the release is killing me, come March 1, 2009 I’ll be at the adidas Originals store waiting till it opens to cop the goods!

YEAHHHHH

gosh! I can't wait for these outfit!
I think yellow animal hoodies must cost lot my money.
maybe my next birthday gift is THIS HOODIES ♥♥♥

favorite ♥

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Wed, 11 Feb 2009 14:25:00 +0000

I'm getting addicted with K-pop ♥♥
thanks to Soompi and KBS world, I'm fall in love with K-pop again ♥

Must listen!

Lee Seung gi - My Memories of You
Lee Seung gi - Because You're My Women
Lee Seung gi - Smile Boy
Lee Seung gi - Unfinished Story
Lee Seung gi - Yearning
Lee Seung gi - Let's Go On Vacation
(must have good song ♥♥ for gang want to vacation during holiday)
Lee Seung gi - I'll Give You Everything
Lee Seung gi - Crazy for You
Lee Seung gi - Behind You
DBSK/TVXQ - Mirotic
DBSK/TVXQ - Wrong Number
(love his song! I like their chorus. Song about girl stalking her ex-boyfriends.)
Hot Potato - Irony
Hot Potato - Rain Tears
Hot Potato - Peppermint Club
Hot Potato - A Woman Who Follow the Spring Breeze
Eun Ji Won - Dangerous
Lee Hyori - U Go Girl
(song about girl need courage to express her love. Love her dance ♥)
K.Will feat MC Mong - Love 119
(I love K.Will's voice ♥ thanks to MC Mong, he wrote these lyrics)
MC Mong feat Kim Tae Won - Oh I Love You, Oh Thank You
(sad song, I love his lyrics. So meaningful)
MC Mong - Circus
MC Mong - Feel Crazy
Big Bang - Haru Haru
Big Bang - Sunset Glow
(remixed version, I love their chorus part ♥)
T-Max - Paradise
(I love this song ;) most popular soundtrack of Boys Over Flowers)

gotta go now. I will review this song later!

2PM and 2AM kiss ♥

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Fri, 06 Feb 2009 03:40:00 +0000

WARNING!

This video is not suitable for guy or underage.
This video only for ladies a.k.a fangirl/yaoi fans :3

25 random song ♥

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Wed, 04 Feb 2009 13:47:00 +0000

I found these tag at somewhere else ^^

Rules

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Realplayer etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW SILLY it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. For best result,put in various song from various singer at least 50 songs.

25 Random Song

1. If someone says, "Will you marry me... you say?
Lee Seung Gi - Crazy for You
(♥)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Wondergirl - Nobody
(totally true ^^ll)

3. What do you like in a girl / boy?
MC Mong - Circus
(er..?)

4. How do you feel today?
Lee Seung Gi - Because You're My Women

5. What is your life's purpose?
SNSD@Girl Generation - Gee
(gee~ don't know)

6. What is your motto?
Utada Hikaru - Heart Station

7. What do your friends think of you?
AYAKA - Clap & Love

8. What do you think of your parents?
Norazo - Superman
(o.o")

9. What do you think about very often?
Funky Monkey Baby - Chippoke no Yuki
(yes, I'm thinking about monkey lol)

10. What is some good advice for me?
Angela Aki - This Love
(I think I get this..)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Eun Ji Won - Dangerous
(very dangerous but love make my day more cheerful ♥)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Aqua Time - Sen No Yoru Wo Koete (translation : I want to overcome the thousands of nights)

13. What is your life story?
Lee Seung Gi - I'll Give You Everything

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Ryuichi Sakamoto - Rain
(rain? or Joon Ji-Hoon aka bi?)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Lee Seung Gi - Amudo
(er..)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Suga Shikao - Phonoscope

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Yanawaraba - Yume no Mita

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Gazette - CALM ENVY
(envy? nah..)

19. What is your biggest fear?
FLOW - Re:member
(remember something I missed badly..)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Park Hyung Bin - Sya Bang Sya Bang (Sparkling)
(lol..)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Hot Potato - A Woman Who Follows the Spring Breeze

22. What did you do last night?
K.Will feat MC Mong - Love 119

23. How would you describe your mom?
Angela Aki - Kiss Me Goodbye
(lol..)

24. What do people assume when they first look at me?
Lee Seung gi - Behind You
(ROFL!)

25. Will I have a happy life?
Lee Seung Gi - 6 My Memories of You
(♥)

People I want tag ♥
- manamana ♥
- vn
- ms.G
- deady
- anyone can borrow this for free ♥

ronery day..

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Sun, 01 Feb 2009 12:54:00 +0000

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

addicted to SNSD aka Girl Generation - Gee.

oh well.. this is my february first post 2009 ^^;
14th will be Valentine's Day, let's hope its turn out to be good month for me.
heck don't put hope so much on that I will have boyfriends this month,
especially pointless my ex-classmate.
because I'm not kind person want boyfriend for suka-suka sahaja.
No thanks :')

12th February is my nephew's birthday ♥
Imran's birthday is coming ♥
I wonder what kind present I should give to him?
I'm planning to bake for him, but.. my oven's dead.
only one choice is.. buy toys for him ♥

maybe I should dance for him :'D
Wondergirl - So Hot, Tell me, Nobody
SNSD - Gee (crab leg's dance ♥ )
or.. maybe..
Mc Mong's dance? ♥

Since this month will be V-day, here is some video for couple or single want feel love or need good song to improve your moody ♥ (lol)

T-Max - Paradise (OST Boys Over Flower)

SNSD - Gee

Gavy NJ - A Love Story

K.Will feat Mc Mong - Love 119

Untouchable feat Hwayobi - It's Okay

Kim Jong Kook - I Love You Today More Than Yesterday

Lee Seung Gi - Because You're My Women

I'm sure you guys/girl wondering why I put Kpop instead English song :3
I think Kpop song more better because they have better lyrics and song.
I will update more for Jpop tho :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

You know you are a certified 1N2D fanatic when..

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Thu, 29 Jan 2009 08:53:00 +0000

You have the classic wake-up song as your morning alarm
Your laptop prompts you with warnings of “low disk space” because of the number of downloaded 1N2D eppies
You then run out to buy a 40GB external hard drive to back up all eppies and make room for future downloads
You’re a total complete computer idiot but you spend 3 hours figuring out how to d/l clips from youtube/perform file conversions just so you can save little clips of the guys in your iPod
You insist on putting a pink woolen scarf around your dog’s neck in the sweltering heat and your dog hates you for that
You’re hunting for a polka-dotted red bow for your dog even though you know your dog will hate you even more for that
You’d pick Mong over Rain/KSW/*insert hot hunk’s name* anyday, anytime
You’d drink 10 kanaris to be part of the crew as free labor even if it’s just for a day
You delete your other fave show to make room for 1n2d
You watch 1n2d without sub because you can’t get enough!
You eat the same ramen as the guys
You google what kind of hoodie the guys wear after watching the show.
When you start incorporating the 1N2D logo in handiwork (yes, I sewed a 1N2D flag!)
When you memorize all the dance steps choreographed
When you start sleeping in weird places people normally wouldn’t
When you start shouting “CALL!!!” whenever your friends ask if you agree with something
When you feel sick whenever you look at a moving vehicle, especially a boat
First thing to do after waking up - to turn on your PC and visit the Soompi 1N2D thread — to check what’s new / what’s the latest
You stay up til 3AM to watch 1N2D nearly waking up your parents and knowing that you have an exam tomorrow
When your Mujogun alarm can’t wake you up because, rather than sleep, you download and watch a new 1N2D as soon as a link is available.
When you’ve peeled and eaten a whole lemon to see if you could do the bokbulbok.
When you sometimes say “un-bel-ee-ba-bel” like Ho Dong.
When you have to stop yourself from ordering a kanari-cano at Starbucks (Coffee Bean, Peets)
When your laptop won’t boot up and your first thought is “I hope my 1N2D epi’s are ok.”
When you go to DVD shop, you wish there are 1N2D DVDs
You know the lyrics of the Please Endure/Snake song
When someone asks you about a certain scene, you can tell the episode right away
You know every single biography of all members
You watch other shows just because one of the members is in it
You begin playing flicking on the foreheads with your friends
You watch at least 1 episode a day
You secretly tried dancing MCM/Hot Potato’s crazy Rain Tears dance

credit to 1N2D Soompier and 1N2Dfansubs <3

silly argument

noreply@blogger.com (rawrsa) — Fri, 23 Jan 2009 16:36:00 +0000

oh god..
I don't know how long I have to bear with my parents..
I have silly argument with my parents today.
Every time I asked question, they just excuse by give explanation many time (3x maybe?)
and still they did not give answer what I want.
No matter I ask same question, same excuse.

Seriously, I'm getting tired with them.
I don't know how to do these with them.
I feel like I'm getting brainwashed them everyday.
What I should not do, what I should not wear, and etc.
sometime their word really hurt my hearts.
They accused me that I did not accept any Islam's culture inside my life, although I know what's my limit and I know which wrong and right.

My parents always act like children threw tantrum, I just make up with her today after having argument yesterday.
Ya Allah.. please show your guide to my parents..
I want they understand me, what I want to day, what I want to do with my life.

I don't think so about counseling, heck I don't give damn about them.
It look they just pretend to be understand or assume everything is okay and etc.